How Romans change my life?
Wednesday, February 04, 2009

Year 2008 is a eye opening year...I can say I went to the dark side, coming out leave many remenent of things behind. We human are strange, only unless we know we are bad, will we be humbled and see God as almighty.

Only then will I realise how wrong I was in the pass, to view people who never seen to get out of their struggle, and maybe even enjoy their sin that they are struggling as lower level Christian. Of course, no one will outright say that, but we treat them like that. Eg. They can do anything in church but never to lead a Bible study, or never should they involve in life... it is like they are the failure of our Christiandom and nothing good can come out of them.

Would we say only young christian can fall and older one should not, if they do, then they are not older one? When an older christian sin, we ranked the sin to see if it is the serious one or just forgiveable one.

And if older christian did something unacceptable to the community, it is kept quiet at all cost, we may even remove the person as if he is not a soul that we should care for. Such dilemma...

It is in such time 3 books hold me on....1 is Romans, then 1 Thess and last is from John Piper, "When Darkness did not lift". I pray everyday for my full return to God...and I know I will...if he wants to kill me, why take so much trouble, why not just don't save me in the first place....i pray and continue to pray.

Posted by Sheep In Wolf Clothing 3:36 PM